[B]eing[T]here[F]or[H]im

he choose the path.
he wants to be that way.
the girl's thinks that, if this is really what
the boy wants, then she'd got nothing to
say anymore.
from the boy actions,
the girl thinks that it's coming to an end.
everything to an end.
time to time, the girl's being hurt with
harsh and sarcasm.
she don't understands why he doesn't understand.
she always thought that he will be the one whom
understands her the most.
but, it seems like she's wrong, totally.
remembering, what the girl had done for the
relationship. thinking back..
the girl ask herself, had she done enough?
had she played her role well.
is she a good girlfriend.
she came to a conclusion, she thinks that,
she'd nvr been a good girlfriend, she always made the
boy angry over the things she had done.
she'd failed to play her role, failed to be a good girlfriend,
failed to secure the relationship,
failed to make the boy happy.
thus, she decided to end the relationship.
but she realised that the aftermath is even more painful
than the time she intiated the break up.
it's just too painful to even utter a word.
a msg that the boy typed it out of anger, is going
to make the girl remember for life. full of hurt and disappointment.
he says that this is the path that he doesn't wants to choose.
he'd left with no choice.
there's nothing the girl can do,
but to move on to the path she thinks is good for her too.
she believes that both parties were tired and hurt deeply.
it's meaningless to go on with all these hurt.
she's tired, seriously very tired..
it's too dreadful to go on.
i'm immune now.

she's lost.