[B]eing[T]here[F]or[H]im

Oh god, it's been like years ever since i blogged.hais.feel like bloggin suddenly.got nth to do and got so much to say.yerks, tmr sch's reopening le! It means dat continuing on my way to N levels again lia0s..sadded huh..s0 muCh things happened ever since i last blog.. g0t oni 1 post in my new blog so farr. pathetic hor..hahas yea..i can't blog bcz i lazy to cr8 the new acc.but well i did it t0dae..cz i cudn;t help it yahs..kakas..

t0dae, sad dae..dun like t0dae...y0u made me sad..bcz of jealousy and misunderstanding u had in me..makes me tinks dat u dun trust me..i wanted to end t0dae..was it a harsh choice?i guess it is also..really sad..disappointed wen i found out that..u.. haish..i see it very funny, n0 matter wad happen, gd or bad 1 between us. I'm always the one to s0lve it all?Did u realise?kakas.i dun0 why..hais..i dun like it and it like sumh0w hated it?i find it funny, i wan everithg to end, and is like u end it...but..dis dae seems nt to be here yet..i am sad u n0e dat?i dun like it.. u n0e dat? h0w u n0e i wished that u can like end it once, i mean is like solve it once? I dun wan me t0 be the 0ne to end it owayes.it's like quite tiring?ya indeed..it makes me tired..really..i dun like..can u do sumthg abt it after dis accident todae?h0pe to see improvements..jz finished my F&N..Stressing me out...But i h0pe i can score gd results for my N..i really wan to..and i h0pe u can too..i dun wana hear u sae u wana u gif up or sae u will fail ur N..i wan u to haf the right attitude t0wards ur N..really..though it's jz N..but it determines us to get to O nx year ya..

Being wif u.. for almost half a year ardy..dun wana be part again like last time..i wanted everithg to change for ur good as well as mine..i wana kick off ur bad habits.. to make u the best.. i n0e i can't but i am trying my best..i h0pe u can see it..and i h0pe u can see wad i do is being for ur gd nt to harm u or to spoil ur daily routine bt, jz for ur gd.cz ya're the one i l0ve and i wan the best for u that i can gif..=] 6th month is comin..here wishin u and me the best for our future, quarrels and fights is the biggest obstacles we haf to go thru..understand why owayes i s0lve it as soon as possible wen i see that u can't do anithg abt it? cz i dun wan dis to spoil our l0ve ship..dear, really is n0t easy..u urself sae that we have got a long way to go.. and so i h0pe..everithg will go the way we wan..t0 our future.

-tiNgwEii =]kakas.